Thursday, July 19, 2012

Strange Day


Today was the title of this post. That is to say, it was a strange day indeed.  I’m not sure why, as by most empirical and external measures it was fairly standard.  It was just that, for the majority of the day, well, from the moment I woke until the drive home from work, it felt as though there was a curtain hanging in front of my face, if that makes sense. The accompanying mood was somber. Immediately, I diagnosed the problem. Immediately thereafter I was proven wrong. It was not a lack of caffeine. After 3 cups o’ joe the curtain stood unmoved. Nor was it boredom. Nor lack of conversation. Nor food. Nor the weather. Nothing I could quite put my finger on.

Then it hit me. You know how sometimes during the course of the day, something will happen, or you will see some image or object and the next thing you know it brings to mind your dreams of the previous night? That is exactly what happened this afternoon.  I saw one such trigger object and suddenly remembered the upsetting dream I was having when I woke up to this morning, and that I had forgotten about in the shower.  It must have stayed with me slightly behind my consciousness all day.

I thought that once I established the root cause, the playmaster in my head would give the order to remove the surrounding veil and let merriment commence once more. Wrong again.  This was beginning to annoy me. I had identified what was bothering me, but no obvious solution presented itself.

But then it did. 

Exercise. Running and Yoga. Brilliant combination. I don’t often do yoga, but the idea was planted in my head when discussing the subject at last night’s Wet Wednesday (literally and figuratively named). So I did. Ran three miles from Hell’s Kitchen to St. Marks, Yoga’d for an hour, and ran three miles back. And would you like to know the result?

Blissful calm. But it came at a price: I was made fun of mercilessly by the Yankee fan of a roommate I have when I told him what I had been up to. Small price to pay for peace of mind (also, Peace of Mind by Boston was the Pandora station I was listening to while running. Excellent choice).

Now I find myself laying in bed, exhausted and about to pass happily out, ready to ward off any untoward dreams should they have nerve to come again.  Lesson of the day: Exercise is like butter. It automatically makes everything it touches that much better. 

On that happy note, I bid you goodnight! Until next time,
Ian